Alison's blog

well i have had a lovely day today, met up with Kate at Euston station, we had two lovely hours together, i really could have stayed all day, thank you so much Kate for a lovely time, and we will do it again very soon, but saying that, we will meet again at the Leicester Fiesta
lots of love
Alisonxxxxxxxxx

The loss of my left breast

I lie in the hospital bed for two days
The catheter in place along with my four drains
I feel swollen and sore and raw inside
My mind can’t decipher what has happened yet
The loss of my left breast

Day three is here and the catheter is out
I walk alone to the sterile bathroom with leaden feet
With my four drains in a Morrison’s bag

well it been a funny day, went to get my blood pressure monitored, its still a tad higher than it should be, then it was off to macc to see the shoulder specialist, oh he stood behind me and moved my arm, and god did it hurt!!!!!!

The lips of cancer have touched me
weather its the kiss of life
weather its the kiss of death
i do not know
i do know that now i live in an uncertain world
one that i had never thought could exist in my life
i now know what it is to live with fear
no day will ever be like it was before this visit
i feel that i was ignorant of what has gone before me

well, finally got the letter that i have been waiting for re my mammogram, so its at 4.15pm on the 15th of july, i also have an appointment that day to see the surgeon, and thats at 10.10pm!!!!!!!

at 4pm yesterday at Eusten, we all sat on a bench outside, eating pasties, and drinking wine from M&S, it was lovely and sunny, warm, we had a great chat and a few laughs isn't fate amazing!!!!!!! so if your reading this jg, hope it has gone well today xxxxxxxxxx love to all four of you and thank you for the lovely hours spent together
Alisonxxxxxxxxxx

at 1am, i sat in the grounds of this great church, and am sure i have spelt the name wrong!!!!!! i had me ipod on full blast, and i was singing me heart out, it was great lol so to all who walked past that great church in the early hours of the morning, it wasn't a werewolf, it was me!!!!!!!!

what a fantastic weekend, got some really good qaulity time with Debbie and Linda, Linda really should be called Mary Poppins xxxxxxxxxx thank you for all your hard work Linda xxxxxx i think and i hope that the weekend went really well, ok, the weather was crap, and watching those men putting that gazebo up was such a hoot!!!!!!!

you folks are being oh so brave
coming to the Buxton Rave
the first of many i am sure
and i'll welcome you all at the door
we'll celebrate the longest day
not one of us will feel dismay
we may just shed a tear or three
underneath me christmas tree
we might knock back a nip or two
whilst standing waiting for the loo
we'll eat and drink and merry make
and do it all for auld langs sake

Cancer is a little bug
that looks down at us from up above
it takes it's time to find its prey
chooses who will live to see the day!

cancer is a little sod
moving round our helpless bod
god has given it the nod
to make us feel so on our tod!

just thought i would try me hand at a bit of poetry, not very good i know, anyone fancy adding to it??
lots of love
Alisonxxxx