Lell's blog

Went really well FINALLY GOT ANSWERS ... to all my questions

1. Q
why am i taking Magnisum Tablets the size of my pony's tablets

A
because your kidneys needed salt and your levels where very low at the time but are very high now ..so you can now stop taking the donkey tablets (lol)

2, Q

Can anyone tell me is this normal during chemo now coming up for my 3rd cycle
when i take a bath my whole body ie skin feels sore shoulders arms and legs when i get in the warm water this started last week

and also when does your head stop been sore after you loose all your hair
it is making me so missrable i want to cry !! but i aint gonna ...

Okay Everyone !!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is just for a laught....... apologies if i offend (lol ) not ment but the problem is still real (LOL)

i am having BIG!!!! TROUBLE !!! with the wind (lol) Other wise know as The BUM BURPS !!!!!!! to some of us (rofl )

so all!!! hold yer hands up to having it if you do (rofl ) what i call a MEGGA CHEMO BUM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well i have an appointment his morning at 11 am she says at 2.30 in the morning
with my consultant to have a check up after my radical hysterectomy to make sure all is healing well
it's been 8 weeks and i still feel sore and uncomfortable where it just feels like massive preasure against my ribs

Well my hair has nearly gone bummer !! but i will keep useing that dam shampoo wash and go (lol)

any ways this time it ws as though i had never left the ward new where to go what to do the prosedure and met new friends well aquintance's and they were lovely people incase they do ever come on here
Hello to JOSE,PAT & YVETTE

well i have been a Muppet (lol) i did'nt know !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went along to St' James yestaday got ther 20 mins early which was good because i was only there for 20 mins (lol)
had my weight done found i have put weight on which was good well pleased with that

Well i thought i had prepared myself emotionally for this day

but how wrong i was !!

i have cried this day after i have found my hair has started to fall out i even went to shave it off but when i got the clippers in my hand i cried more ......and i could'nt do it

i feel like i have let myself down something rotten

Well guys as you all know facing the demon chemo for the very 1st time is a nightmare!!!
alsorts of daft things run a round your head.mine especially
when i arrivared on ward 98 at 10 am i was literally terrified! i felt my legs go wobberly and i felt like turning round and heading for the hills (lol)

So here to say thanks everyone !!!
Thanks guys for listerning to me xxxx

and moving on to the chemo tomorrow wednesday the 1st October
so should be back home saturday or even friday evening not sure just yet until tomorrow :)

Well sat here at 2.59 am and playing bingo on line and not winning as usual (lol)
because my head is racing like hell worrying about the effects of chemo and loosing my hair again why!!!!
i just dont know after all its only took 32 years for me to get it back with alapicia
(sorry bit of self pity popped in there ) :) never mind hair today gone tomorrow (lol)