treeze's blog

hi every one , like to share my horrible day . as most of you know i have not had they best of times with my chemotherapy sessions & have had a lot of the side effects the ec was a nightmare with my white cells in my boots most of the time.

hi every one would just like to say a big thank to everyone who replyed to my last blog & for your pms & most of all your love & support i am feeling much better now had my chemo on thursday at a reduced dose & this seems to be a much better amount for me the pain is under control & i can once again function as a human i think lol.

hi everyone , been having the blues lately crying a lot . i try to keep how i realy feel under wraps & even in my blogs hold back. fed up of feeling sorry for myself but just feel like screaming why is this happening .everyone keeps saying im brave but what is brave all we are all trying to do is cope with it the best we can .

hi everyone , i went for my chemo last thursday as normal told them about the pain i have been having plus the stomach cramps the dr was concerned about my health so he wouldnt let me have the taxol .he wants me to have a weeks rest from it also they are cutting the strength down to 80% to see if it helps reduce the side effects if they are still bad he says they will cut it to 60% but they cannot

hi every one had my first taxol last thursday after compelting my fourth cycle of the ec glad that bit is over.

hi every one back again.the last few weeks have been very hard. i ended up in hospital again after my last chemo even though i had five days of the injections my white cell count dropped & i was neutropenic again so five days in hospital on iv antibiotics.

hi every one im back again had a very reflective day today thought about what cancer has brought in to my life,not just the lows of this awfull disease but the highs as well .

hi eveyone , back again.

hi every one feeling blue today, just not shaking off this woe is me feeling at all. not sure what it is but very stressed. there has been no major issue except i want to feel normal. feel scared & lonley though every one is around me & i have suport in the house now had a talk with the kids plus my niece came yesterday & blitzed my kitchen . she is a clean aholic so i let her go at it ha ha.

hi everyone, this is the blog that i have wanted to write for such a long time .