uncertainty

It's all go again.......as many of you know from my previous blog it has not been an easy ride so far, not only for me but for my loved ones too ( I know everyone of you can relate to that!) The last 18months have been a living hell !!

I just spoke to the 'Cancer Nurse' from the hospital about JD having to see the oncologist. (I lied and said I WAS JD or else they wouldn't speak to me. I am so naughty:-) He had her file in front of him and said: "You only have to see the oncologist because the PET scan was ordered through his office. It does not indicate any kind of treatment is required.

I have a really good relationship with my parents and sister. I tell them everything. They are fully aware of what is going on with JD and when she first had surgery, back in 2005, my parents canceled their planned holiday in Italy and came over to go camping in England instead to be near us during the surgery. (My parents live in The Netherlands, where I am from).

I am new to this site but the whole tumour thing has been going on since 2005 when my wife was diagnosed with some form of low grade brain tumour.

It's a weird feeling - I was diagnosed in April, but it's only today it's hit me that my life now falls into two neat parts - "Before cancer" and "After cancer".