waiting

be warned i'm gonna have a moan!

had a really good week side effects from chemo are waring off got my mri results ( pelvic) about 10 days ago , and was told it hasn't shrunk but hasn't got any worse. oh hum chemo hasn't worked but hey it hasn't spread kinda good news . just waiting for my op on the 5th ( already been cancelled twice) . so all the while i've been chemo free i've been enjoying life once more.

Well its been 10 days today since i was told that my liver cancer might not be curable.
You ask what have they done NOTHING yeah i cant believe it either,
I have phoned them telling them how stressed i am, The secretary didnt even know who i was so i told her everything and she was going to sort it out, Well still nothing, what am i supposed to tell my kids the doctors dont give a shit.

I thought I'd try a creative-type blog entry to summarise the last 4 years..

Waiting

For biopsy results, queued in the system.
For appointments, urgent they said, still waiting.
For information, insight.
Waiting for hope.

Waiting

For the right time to tell the family, to let them know at work.
For a treatment plan, for a date for surgery.
For results from scans.

I think I'm posting this just to get it off my chest and cheer myself up ... Since diagnosis of ovarian cancer have been recovering from surgery before being able to start cancer treatment. And now, 4 weeks after my operation I have had to go back to hospital as my wound was badly infected and needed to be opened and drained.

Having finally got around to following a proper diet,I've managed to lose two stone so far (two more to go), my clothes fit and energy levels up. However one of my boobs has got smaller as you would expect, but one has got bigger and seems heavy (like a solid implant). So off I trot to the docs.